free thy mind!

open yourself, feel the rhythm
listen to the voices deep inside..
there is a key and it’s what you want it to be..
give into fear, embrace it as it comes
you are here with no place to run..
born a soulful child, are you still the same?
living someones life with reasons that are hardly sane..
choices you make will give you a sign
to define your life and free thy mind!!!

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my need to be alone…

As i stand here with my need to be alone, for my time of sanity, i keep wondering what it is like to be close out on the world.. this is essentially to get in touch with myself, to make my thoughts sink in and thrash some which don’t really matter. As i ignore messages and calls which at times hurts the one on the other side, i attribute it to my rather detached self and reserved nature. This side of mine needs no explanation to others as this is a part of me which requires no understanding..

Bored after a point of time with respect to people and things, i become a grumpy version of myself which at times become intolerable.. not only for others but to my own self.. The next day is a different story, after a rejuvenated sleep, the very essence of my staying and moving on..

There is a thin line between fine and falling.. i can go both extremes, where nothing seems like it can go wrong and at other times, i am dropping down dead.. Mocked by my own reasoning to both staying alive and drowning, i try to face my weaknesses.. Ignoring the truth that lies in front of me, I contemplate otherwise but in vain.. Lost in my thought, lost in everything, i forget where i started and wonder where i am now…

Mixed feelings one contradicting the other tries to fill my empty spaces just like everything else… Do i stay? What do i do? Questions that have been left unanswered trickle my brain trying to make a choice.. A choice which needs to be decided soon… and so it shall remain cornered and accumulated, buried and closed.. until next time!

What doesn’t kill you, makes you STRONGER!

Hello there! its been a while, remember me? This post when done would have been written out of words that came across my head. Whats the big deal in that, every post is made out of words.. right ? 

The answer is No! These are words that i have collected over a period of about three months. Words of wisdom or random gibberish as i would like to call that have interested me. These words which was worth noting went into my notes app. Today they remain as just a collection of words without prejudices, prefixes, suffixes or even explanation why they are there.

Conversations go round and round my head which obviously is not my fault. I just can’t get to stop thinking, which makes me wonder if i am just screwed up or do i have too many questions unanswered! 

Everyday i get to know myself, even better when i try to write these limericks.. i realise that i am still who i am in spite of all the variable factors that surround me especially when life keeps sweeping you like a disease!

A tearless cry, a departed friend, a stained hand, a killer attitude and an afterlife not worth wasting for… if all this doesn’t kill you, it only makes you stronger! There is no place for sadness or giving up on the so called “life”. 

The world certainly suffocates, both you and me! Greed and hatred, ego and desire surrounds us all but what do we do? The world is losing its flavour, what we do is try to stand up, pick up our broken dreams and try glueing it together. 

Face the world alone, destroy your insecurities, shun the sadness clinging on to you and give yourself a new purpose. A purpose to live, a promise for a new battle, an inner voice that overpowers and says you are STRONGER, than yesterday!